14 Nov 2012

A NARROW EGRESS

Have you eaten? I died watching. Bread and salt in vigil. One joy I did not know. Hearts for sheltered people. In the beginning I sang artlessly. Hewn and shimmering. Very slightly prehistoric. The first face in the lake. The cave scratched with reindeer-bone. We have changed you know. A kiss doubts the secret. As old as the hills. I have written life in jesting guise. The living present. Early attempts draw curses of frustration. Knuckles beginning to heal. The body yields an acrid flow. Brain preserved in rusted metal. A reliable arm absorbed in automatic action. The beginning of the middle. Later experiments into pain. The failure of cautious practice. Contracted muscles and the smooth gesture. Passive synthesis and the current motion. Nasal passages trained into unthinking movement. Resistant to haste. The deliberate unconscious. Habitual gestures have a metallic taste. The imagination insists on gagging. Thirst warding-off claims about time. Memory and understanding work together in scar-tissue. Slow motion reflections produced free of charge. Water satisfied with speeding faculties. Going beyond each instant. Preparatory combinations worked together with articulated strokes. The pump of memory training for a moral act. Allied apparatus. Does it really matter? Why the elasticity of rare cases? The forging of metal and the mechanics of valve action. A veritable defense of repetition. Underwater prestige opening the second paragraph. It turns on empirical beginnings. The forces within man. Distinct finitudes united by vital current. Genetic components supercede formal compounds. These new forces tend to free life. A code that captures fragments. A highly rigorous beginning reflecting back in a novel way. Language in accordance with the very rocks. A retrograde domain of formless freedom. Inorganic being and the disappearance of concepts. Living men and the advent of hope. Radical movements follow the problem of life. Two incommensurable tendencies. Lie down and try to think whether you whine. Impervious to everything but truth. So concludes the quick attack. Full of a profound love. You, at times brutal and without pity, agree. Sympathetic fool. Curse the system, not yourself. Endless time in my pockets. Patience detains something different. The soft couch minus a nervous system. The ego finally overturning the sequel. Lost in treatment. A set of beliefs only the faithful could adhere to. Is it hopeless to think of security? No pain or trouble. Respect desire and the reluctant deal. Is it enough to step gingerly into the deep? A supremely self-righteous squint. A question of fascism. An afterthought of foul-smelling air. The ego loves hiding places. Secret paths through thick clouds. What a mistake! Working in fits and starts. The mouth interrupts an anorexic. Uncertain whether to shit or fuck. Finally, a breath of fresh air. Closeted with falling snowflakes. That feeling of endless bliss. Waxing his body as in a dream. Leave me in peace. Stroll through life. The continual whirr of the elements. Let us compare various gaits. A finely tuned machine. To what end? A geometrical confrontation with sexual pleasure. I guess whirlpools spring up spontaneously. His dark mind was empty. Lamenting the decline of distant mountains. Events flourish within the lineage. He merged with what he heard. Implement desires of pure sincerity. Between the uttered and the utterable. A language best suited to the least possible. Surfaces agree within the proposition. The external includes mixtures and qualities. Bodies function as images. Represent a word chosen to correspond. Word and world are so close. A question of intuition. Arbitrary associations not yet formulated. What matters for the moment? Empty forms as pure designators. I treated them yesterday as material singularities. Elements and criteria. True in all cases. The radical impossibility of immortality. The manifestation speaks. Desires and beliefs are causal inferences. The anticipation of conclusion. Tomorrow the manifestation of special particles. The illusion of privileged unity. A piece of wax dwelling in the text. Looking for grounds for celebrating analysis. Signifying implication. Hypothetical modes. Forces of living energy. By no means exclusively human. Efforts and fields. Networks and territories. Temporal and provisional. Dynamized impacts. Intensified systems. The earth and its mutual engagements. Slow down chaos. Differentiated frameworks. The body's immersion in materiality. Joyful ways. Supple segmentarity. Flows capable of suffusion. Skipping from point to point. Hysteria tricked by an ideological lure. Passively submit to power. Inversely proportional. A zigzag crack. A tiny trickle. Movements stirring. Aggregates eluding society. Something unaccountable is escaping. Liquid assets. Interest rates. Always a linearization. A point of departure. Defined by smallness. Hit-and-miss complementarity. Negotiating sin. Hugging the broken line. Veritable beliefs. The basis of every innovation. Unappreciated underground activity. Ludicly linked and fortified. Wrestling a spiritual reality whilst thwarting the natural. Only to invoke the unknown thought. Advocacy takes a twist. Generous boundaries. Common ground. Lucid summaries. Despotic enlightenment. Innocent scree.

3 Nov 2012

ROSICRUCIAN SUBTLETIES

Traces of autonomy. The present effaced by subjectivity. Entities in the hard core. I catch sight of a unique exception. An important centerpiece added later. Carefully avoid traditional usage. Using the term 'essential' in extracts. Venture a language of abstract birth. Beginning is necessary. In spite of the conjunction. My unparalleled identity. Conceive of trauma differently. A merciless will susceptible to proximity. Praxis and knowledge. A passive world of propositions. Steeped in failures. A renewed breathlessness. A climb contaminated by precariousness. The human claims to have fallen. Nothing to be said. Lacking a beyond. Words subsume answers. A speculative passage to transcendence. Unfold submerged negativity. A dying dialectic hollows out itself. An anonymous rustling in the irony of fact. A murmur of death dominates the last combat. One wonders if adverbs can be avoided. The ineluctable inevitability of purple skies. Worlds dethroned. Languages woven from gravitating conjunctions. Stronger than fate. Unity weaves attempts to disjoin. Emphasis fills the void. An exercise in invincible persistence. Interrupt nothingness with refutation. The positivity of dramatic egotism. Struggling in the multiplicity. Interested by the relativity of negation. Allergic regions in extreme synchronism. Formed in a swarming of difference. This rational peace renounces intolerance. The struggle becomes reciprocal. Colonize the length of time. The future equilibrates the immediate. Extended beings remain assembled in history. The present fissured with surprises. Totality expelled from memory. Largely gratuitous. A permanently unstable peace compensates virtue. Strange rumors about death. Distant assurances separate heaven from earth. No one believes in silence. The essence of peace is holding its breath. Holding back the possibility of spirit. Inescapable modalities congeal in saying. A woven fate. Passing installs a word-play. Verbal glimmerings surprised by maxims. Semantic proximity put forth a claim. Weave an intrigue of responsibility. An order more grave than anticipation. Hostage and honor. Angelic pretext. Ancillary variants. Attest to the fall of vocation. Reflected in the scruple of remorse. Beyond the measure that answers. Exclude the retreats of reference. A lesser gravity confined and seeking. Free to betray the beginning. The marks of indiscretion. Doxic dissimulations. A problem of methodology. An audacious impossibility. Logical thought has the gall to return. Ambiguous commands. Fragments of one another. The unquiet flow of oneself. Regions of manifestation and ideal identities. Find rest in community. Rules led man into parenthesis. Suffice vortices and laughter. Conveyed like ink. Metaphysical extraction. The breaking point falls into ruins. Light and lapse of time. Remain foreign and clarify the present. Out of phase with myself. Feeling crystalized through retention. Significance recuperated and consigned. Look beyond freedom. The principle of the null-site. No time to lose. Deep modifications of the recallable past. An openness bereft of expectation. Annexations of essence. The enigma between equivocation and inalienability. A primordial node withdrawn from a concrete past. A linear series unravels intrigue. Prayer grafted to a sober coldness. Only separated beings call for freedom. This astonishing commitment. Ask the extraordinary of everyday events. A voluntary superlative. Become present by entering a presentation. A weakness unbeknownst to itself. Redeemed by goodness and formal structure. I have chosen to be penetrated. Such an incomprehensible immensity. Incommensurable and non-totalizable. A refusal to be ordained or approached. All my inwardness is invested with accusation. The very fact of finding oneself. A negative responsibility. This freedom to respond. The trace of trauma lights up the world. She lives in going backwards. The manifold expansion of infinite obedience. Obliged to exceed the breaking point. Failure is sketched out then effaced. Deserve the name of glory. Dressed in green and a red towel. Figures and fissures. The call from beyond. Binding inexorable modulations. A spiritual element grounded in detour. Slipped like an effect into my consciousness. A smuggled obligation. The overwhelming antecedence of remembering. Welcoming the formulated. Obeying every possible narrative. Ordained with a squinting look. Oblique personages signal toward the Englishwoman. When is it not an ego? Infinity lacking in straightforwardness. An ungeneralizable interruption. Speaking meaning. The impossibility of escape. Disinterestedness suspends essence. The word expiation comes to mind. The vulnerability of the incommunicable. Changing sensibility. I shut myself up. A premature proximity. The excluded middle. Everywhere another substitution. The hither side of spirit. Expiring. Gratitude conveyed in discourse. Out of breath. An inspiring gratuity. The spirit of staying. And therein this changing. The passivity of self. Pushed to the limit. No holding back. Demand veracity. A frank exposure. The edge of babbling nudity. A work of negation. On the surface of sacrifice. A giving of signs. Skin confirms being. Nerves an obstacle to freedom. Childish sincerity belongs to the primitive. Succor unfolding. Distance diminishing. A pure and simple moment. Ridiculously disordered provocations. Consciousness motivated by a third party. When do I approach the synopsis? An inscription of togetherness. On the ground. Sense ascribed to patience. Assembled and conceived. No peace here. The said does violence to possibility. A coda from elsewhere. Breaking down. Screaming like a madman. I went home bareheaded. A tragedy near the river. A burnt corpse from Zanzibar. A wilderness with work to do. Queer manners and moody futures.