14 Nov 2012

A NARROW EGRESS

Have you eaten? I died watching. Bread and salt in vigil. One joy I did not know. Hearts for sheltered people. In the beginning I sang artlessly. Hewn and shimmering. Very slightly prehistoric. The first face in the lake. The cave scratched with reindeer-bone. We have changed you know. A kiss doubts the secret. As old as the hills. I have written life in jesting guise. The living present. Early attempts draw curses of frustration. Knuckles beginning to heal. The body yields an acrid flow. Brain preserved in rusted metal. A reliable arm absorbed in automatic action. The beginning of the middle. Later experiments into pain. The failure of cautious practice. Contracted muscles and the smooth gesture. Passive synthesis and the current motion. Nasal passages trained into unthinking movement. Resistant to haste. The deliberate unconscious. Habitual gestures have a metallic taste. The imagination insists on gagging. Thirst warding-off claims about time. Memory and understanding work together in scar-tissue. Slow motion reflections produced free of charge. Water satisfied with speeding faculties. Going beyond each instant. Preparatory combinations worked together with articulated strokes. The pump of memory training for a moral act. Allied apparatus. Does it really matter? Why the elasticity of rare cases? The forging of metal and the mechanics of valve action. A veritable defense of repetition. Underwater prestige opening the second paragraph. It turns on empirical beginnings. The forces within man. Distinct finitudes united by vital current. Genetic components supercede formal compounds. These new forces tend to free life. A code that captures fragments. A highly rigorous beginning reflecting back in a novel way. Language in accordance with the very rocks. A retrograde domain of formless freedom. Inorganic being and the disappearance of concepts. Living men and the advent of hope. Radical movements follow the problem of life. Two incommensurable tendencies. Lie down and try to think whether you whine. Impervious to everything but truth. So concludes the quick attack. Full of a profound love. You, at times brutal and without pity, agree. Sympathetic fool. Curse the system, not yourself. Endless time in my pockets. Patience detains something different. The soft couch minus a nervous system. The ego finally overturning the sequel. Lost in treatment. A set of beliefs only the faithful could adhere to. Is it hopeless to think of security? No pain or trouble. Respect desire and the reluctant deal. Is it enough to step gingerly into the deep? A supremely self-righteous squint. A question of fascism. An afterthought of foul-smelling air. The ego loves hiding places. Secret paths through thick clouds. What a mistake! Working in fits and starts. The mouth interrupts an anorexic. Uncertain whether to shit or fuck. Finally, a breath of fresh air. Closeted with falling snowflakes. That feeling of endless bliss. Waxing his body as in a dream. Leave me in peace. Stroll through life. The continual whirr of the elements. Let us compare various gaits. A finely tuned machine. To what end? A geometrical confrontation with sexual pleasure. I guess whirlpools spring up spontaneously. His dark mind was empty. Lamenting the decline of distant mountains. Events flourish within the lineage. He merged with what he heard. Implement desires of pure sincerity. Between the uttered and the utterable. A language best suited to the least possible. Surfaces agree within the proposition. The external includes mixtures and qualities. Bodies function as images. Represent a word chosen to correspond. Word and world are so close. A question of intuition. Arbitrary associations not yet formulated. What matters for the moment? Empty forms as pure designators. I treated them yesterday as material singularities. Elements and criteria. True in all cases. The radical impossibility of immortality. The manifestation speaks. Desires and beliefs are causal inferences. The anticipation of conclusion. Tomorrow the manifestation of special particles. The illusion of privileged unity. A piece of wax dwelling in the text. Looking for grounds for celebrating analysis. Signifying implication. Hypothetical modes. Forces of living energy. By no means exclusively human. Efforts and fields. Networks and territories. Temporal and provisional. Dynamized impacts. Intensified systems. The earth and its mutual engagements. Slow down chaos. Differentiated frameworks. The body's immersion in materiality. Joyful ways. Supple segmentarity. Flows capable of suffusion. Skipping from point to point. Hysteria tricked by an ideological lure. Passively submit to power. Inversely proportional. A zigzag crack. A tiny trickle. Movements stirring. Aggregates eluding society. Something unaccountable is escaping. Liquid assets. Interest rates. Always a linearization. A point of departure. Defined by smallness. Hit-and-miss complementarity. Negotiating sin. Hugging the broken line. Veritable beliefs. The basis of every innovation. Unappreciated underground activity. Ludicly linked and fortified. Wrestling a spiritual reality whilst thwarting the natural. Only to invoke the unknown thought. Advocacy takes a twist. Generous boundaries. Common ground. Lucid summaries. Despotic enlightenment. Innocent scree.