3 Nov 2012

ROSICRUCIAN SUBTLETIES

Traces of autonomy. The present effaced by subjectivity. Entities in the hard core. I catch sight of a unique exception. An important centerpiece added later. Carefully avoid traditional usage. Using the term 'essential' in extracts. Venture a language of abstract birth. Beginning is necessary. In spite of the conjunction. My unparalleled identity. Conceive of trauma differently. A merciless will susceptible to proximity. Praxis and knowledge. A passive world of propositions. Steeped in failures. A renewed breathlessness. A climb contaminated by precariousness. The human claims to have fallen. Nothing to be said. Lacking a beyond. Words subsume answers. A speculative passage to transcendence. Unfold submerged negativity. A dying dialectic hollows out itself. An anonymous rustling in the irony of fact. A murmur of death dominates the last combat. One wonders if adverbs can be avoided. The ineluctable inevitability of purple skies. Worlds dethroned. Languages woven from gravitating conjunctions. Stronger than fate. Unity weaves attempts to disjoin. Emphasis fills the void. An exercise in invincible persistence. Interrupt nothingness with refutation. The positivity of dramatic egotism. Struggling in the multiplicity. Interested by the relativity of negation. Allergic regions in extreme synchronism. Formed in a swarming of difference. This rational peace renounces intolerance. The struggle becomes reciprocal. Colonize the length of time. The future equilibrates the immediate. Extended beings remain assembled in history. The present fissured with surprises. Totality expelled from memory. Largely gratuitous. A permanently unstable peace compensates virtue. Strange rumors about death. Distant assurances separate heaven from earth. No one believes in silence. The essence of peace is holding its breath. Holding back the possibility of spirit. Inescapable modalities congeal in saying. A woven fate. Passing installs a word-play. Verbal glimmerings surprised by maxims. Semantic proximity put forth a claim. Weave an intrigue of responsibility. An order more grave than anticipation. Hostage and honor. Angelic pretext. Ancillary variants. Attest to the fall of vocation. Reflected in the scruple of remorse. Beyond the measure that answers. Exclude the retreats of reference. A lesser gravity confined and seeking. Free to betray the beginning. The marks of indiscretion. Doxic dissimulations. A problem of methodology. An audacious impossibility. Logical thought has the gall to return. Ambiguous commands. Fragments of one another. The unquiet flow of oneself. Regions of manifestation and ideal identities. Find rest in community. Rules led man into parenthesis. Suffice vortices and laughter. Conveyed like ink. Metaphysical extraction. The breaking point falls into ruins. Light and lapse of time. Remain foreign and clarify the present. Out of phase with myself. Feeling crystalized through retention. Significance recuperated and consigned. Look beyond freedom. The principle of the null-site. No time to lose. Deep modifications of the recallable past. An openness bereft of expectation. Annexations of essence. The enigma between equivocation and inalienability. A primordial node withdrawn from a concrete past. A linear series unravels intrigue. Prayer grafted to a sober coldness. Only separated beings call for freedom. This astonishing commitment. Ask the extraordinary of everyday events. A voluntary superlative. Become present by entering a presentation. A weakness unbeknownst to itself. Redeemed by goodness and formal structure. I have chosen to be penetrated. Such an incomprehensible immensity. Incommensurable and non-totalizable. A refusal to be ordained or approached. All my inwardness is invested with accusation. The very fact of finding oneself. A negative responsibility. This freedom to respond. The trace of trauma lights up the world. She lives in going backwards. The manifold expansion of infinite obedience. Obliged to exceed the breaking point. Failure is sketched out then effaced. Deserve the name of glory. Dressed in green and a red towel. Figures and fissures. The call from beyond. Binding inexorable modulations. A spiritual element grounded in detour. Slipped like an effect into my consciousness. A smuggled obligation. The overwhelming antecedence of remembering. Welcoming the formulated. Obeying every possible narrative. Ordained with a squinting look. Oblique personages signal toward the Englishwoman. When is it not an ego? Infinity lacking in straightforwardness. An ungeneralizable interruption. Speaking meaning. The impossibility of escape. Disinterestedness suspends essence. The word expiation comes to mind. The vulnerability of the incommunicable. Changing sensibility. I shut myself up. A premature proximity. The excluded middle. Everywhere another substitution. The hither side of spirit. Expiring. Gratitude conveyed in discourse. Out of breath. An inspiring gratuity. The spirit of staying. And therein this changing. The passivity of self. Pushed to the limit. No holding back. Demand veracity. A frank exposure. The edge of babbling nudity. A work of negation. On the surface of sacrifice. A giving of signs. Skin confirms being. Nerves an obstacle to freedom. Childish sincerity belongs to the primitive. Succor unfolding. Distance diminishing. A pure and simple moment. Ridiculously disordered provocations. Consciousness motivated by a third party. When do I approach the synopsis? An inscription of togetherness. On the ground. Sense ascribed to patience. Assembled and conceived. No peace here. The said does violence to possibility. A coda from elsewhere. Breaking down. Screaming like a madman. I went home bareheaded. A tragedy near the river. A burnt corpse from Zanzibar. A wilderness with work to do. Queer manners and moody futures.